What if......

I wanna let you in but the door is jammed shut/ my emotions pullin hard to open but theres a mind block/ telling me I kno better what am I getting myself into/ lets get real its way too soon/ but then my heart fights back but I love him so/ what good is this flower if you wont giv it room to gro/ you suffocate and smother it not allowing it to breathe/ then my mind rebuttles what if he leaves …………