Tired

I'm tired of lookin out my window, seein shadows of you, and I can't hangout wit my girls kuz I'm checkin my rearview, callin breathin all hard like I can't hear you, and everytime I hit the club you just happen to be there too, All I ever wanted was to be with thee, but when I needed thee, I had to compete with clubs, drugs, the streets, wii, and ps3, out all night chasin women witcha weak asz crew but I guess when you're in Rome you do as Romans do but uh they go home alone JUST LIKE YOU, wishin they woulda held on JUST LIKE YOU, prolly callin playin on phones JUST LIKE YOU, I'm so thru dealin with niggaz JUST LIKE YOU, kuz i den had a few niggaz JUST LIKE YOU, I had the ballin type the call all night keep claimin he comin thru, I had the CEO that would bring me dough kuz he always had somethin to prove, I had the so called God's man who thought he was closer to God than the church man, I had the meet me at the poetry spot down to earth man, I had the nigga from the club who was only good for a fuc, I had the street nigga kept claimin he was down on his luc, I had a player wit no goals, no heart, just game, I had the 24 in the studio on his way to fame, I had a control freak who thought he could me on a chain, I had a nigga that lied so much I dont even kno his real name...... But at the end of the night they all made me feel the same I had a million things to lose and not a damn thing to gain, I told you I need you and your shoulders shrug, I tell you I'm leavin and you call my bluff, I say "a million men want me" you say "they can have you then", so when you beg for me to come back I tell you I gotta man, who's not just my lover but my friend the closest person to me so I call him my next of kin and I know you think you own this but guess what he put it in and represented for all men even those that act like boys but we still call men and you think you gon fall in and feed me bullshit sprinkled with game on it but when he hit it he wrote his name on it I was committed when he put his brain on it he and I will parade these streets and I'll be damned if you rain on it. Look, I know you have your regrets and I'm not gon throw it in your face kuz hell I wish you the best but him for you that's like more for less and I just can't do it you had your chance but you blew it and deep inside I think you knew it was killin me but silly me I couldn't see the forest for the trees and I didn't know I was cut so deep until I began to bleed I guess they left out all the snakes in the story of birds and bees so you can cry me a river nigga, cry me a sea, but that's the last time I love a nigga that ain't got no love for me ...............